Sunday, May 21
stupidity permeates the place. the air is pungent.
"we're allowed to bring mp3 players without memory." (gives "wtfh?" face)
i'm rather worried, 'cause if stupidity is contagious then whatever is left of my intellectual capacity will slowly (or quickly) and surely be eroded away. i just wanna rant. everything in there only serves to reinforce my point of view that the place is just so... -breaks into "there are moments in your life you just feel something so strongly that words don't do it justice" lyrical.
i've also rationalised with myself that it's okay to be a selfish bastard in camp. everyone else is doing it anyway. and since conformity is the order of the day, and many of such days in fact..
it's a wretched life.
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onto less depressing but nonetheless mindboggling issues, i'm now torn between smu and nus. my heart says smu, my mind says nus, and my friends say nothing that can help me. and i thought my results, while not brilliant, were good enough. not taking a-math is haunting me big time.
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now for some shoutouts:
alvin: no matter you go, army's gonna bring you down somehow seeing that ure so unhappy. might as well gun for command school and get more money? can screw people too, rather than always getting screwed. being a private soldier in units ain't all that fun too, as you might have surmised from my entries. good advice that i never had. but still up to you in the end i guess.
stan: it's all nice and rosy when ure enjoying yourselves.. time crawls on one leg for me in camp. and flies at a gazillion miles per hours when i'm out.
elaine: i really have a lot of other things to be bothered about. but yes! haha.
josephine: ooh surprised to see ya here. it was painful missing half the season, from jan onwards. it's gonna be worse missing the whole season. gahhh.
tab: that was the life.. while i didn't love school i quite liked it anyway. remembering when times were so easy..