Monday, January 9
i guess i didn't sound excited enough. reaction to this first bookout is underwhelming, to put it gently. see, we have to go back to that island in less than 24 hours.
how could i live this kind of life for the next 665 days.
damn we all look the same.
i think i may lose my capacity to think because there's simply no room for "individualistic behaviour" in the army. they say, you do. they're right, you're wrong. when you don't get anything, say "yes sir".
and when they ask you how you're feeling, just say "i feel outstanding". after all, that is, in the words of one particular person himself, "what i (they) expect you to say". fuck however you are actually feeling.
shall say no more.