Monday, January 30
what's worse than the cold showers, all the hot sun, the mosquitos, always rushing only to wait and waiting only to rush, the horrible food, standby areas, boredom and the lack of freedom about the army?
realising how important certain people are to you. for me that would probably be my closest friends and my family.
but what's worse than that, is to realise how important someone is to you, and the dawning upon yourself how you've not told and shown this person how much he/she/it means to you, how terrible you feel because of that and how it cripples your mind to think of not much else.
for me..
:)
i'm so sorry for all the lost time. all the hide and seek. all the times i know i've frustrated you. let me make it up, the best that i can.