Tuesday, September 27
i got my results and so..always, this compulsive urge to want to believe that i have so very much to do, and yet there's this, in comparison, miniscule amount of time. i look at my results and i could almost cry. or give up. i did try. then i turn and see most people not being much better off, what do i do then. i know i probably am making a proverbial mountain out of a _______ (insert cliche) but what if i am really right? do my best, then hit and hope. i guess that's all i could condition myself to believe in.