Friday, July 15
i'm just feeling rather appreciated tonight. it's always good to take stock of yourself and what you have.
was chatting with one of the soccer girls just now. and while i didn't ask for any such tributes it was really heartening to know that your efforts are not going unnoticed. i kinda wonder why i agreed to help out too. guess it was just impulse and this gut feeling that said that it would be a great idea. i get to play soccer and keep myself fit. i get to know more people. and by just helping out without any other motive i get to accumulate good karma too. why not?
and also saw that blog entry that aarthi wanted me to see. =)
am glad to have settled down into a pattern of studying too. maybe it was just the mid yrs. but it has freaked a lot of us out. hopefully i won't run out of steam. i don't believe i would. and i too hope that some of my beloved friends will get into some kind of rhythm.
school. studying. soccer. then there's magic too. and keeping in touch with a few friends everyday, and some other friends on others. my life's kinda hectic. in a strange way it is quite enjoyable too. while i am not exactly having a whale of a time it's definitely not hell. i can get through this.
results: C for history, D for lit, O for econs. totally unexpected. yes, C for history. thought i would have done better for the others, particularly econs. simply didn't study for lit, so no excuses made. not too good on the whole, but it could have been much worse.
so there you have it. quite a contented me for the night:
although some elements of my life may not be in pristine order,
although some part of me is and might always remain empty,
although some nights i would spend being in delusion and disillusion,
although some days i would spend in fatigue and confusion,
i will survive.