Saturday, May 28
somehow getting less interested to blog. i prefer blogging feelings, rather than events. and really i get hard-pressed to feel anything.
fine let's try anyway. dejected, deflated at times. yet happy and joyful at times. enjoying my time with my buddies and the time i get to myself. and you too. i really loved that little bit of time we had then but somehow i really don't know what's gonna happen. or where we are going. or what we are doing.
basically i don't really know what i feel. just see it all enmeshed into something indistinguishable.
ah so let's blog events. ian's bday party ytd was quite fun. with good food and good company and good stuff to do too. met corde on the way. kinda bumped into each other but then again not really.
debate chalet coming up. got this feeling it won't be so much fun. but ahh hope it'd be alright.
yes. i do hope i'd somehow find out how i'm feeling. and where we're going.