Thursday, May 26
anyone using IE notice a clutter around the text? paragraphs not spaced out nicely and the like. i do. everytime i use IE, whether in school or anywhere else, i just don't like what i see on my blog.
but at home when i use firefox or netscape it looks fine. screw IE.
oh bring on my ibook please. please. and yet more games of waiting.
not only is my blog in a clutter, albeit only on some computers, my life is in a clutter.
numb. oh maybe not exactly. would love to be totally numb though. what an all-too-familiar feeling, this time round with a new twist. i thought i would never had to feel like this anymore when you came around. guess that was just stupid thinking.
what's gonna happen from here on? am i free? do i even want to be free? i can still be there for you but are you there?
the sinking feeling sinks in. the pain, excruciating. endless games of waiting. countless rounds of guessing. i would love to say "just let me go".
but i think you know. i don't want to.