Saturday, April 9
first of all, don't use internet explorer anymore. it somehow manages to screw my blog up into one whole huge mess and it just looks fugly. it isn't like that when u use netscape or firefox.
secondly, class chalet was fun. mainly d 5 of us but fizah went back early. had a lil drink. played in the rain. poured out my sorrows and troubles. wrote a lil song in d sand. wishing that the rain would, wash away, along with the sand, all sendiments of feeling.
it's getting slightly more ominous. it's made me realise that i am really feeling a lot. i had been trying to tell myself that i was just unduly worried.
something bad MUST happen. isn't that how things are supposed to be?
the events that transpired. the look of hope in my eyes as i glanced at my phone. the thought of what things would be like tonight. nay. not a lot of positive feeling.
i shall not waver. i have a long story to tell. and i want you to know.