Thursday, April 7
i hope it will be fine. i hope you'd see what i see, that what we have is truly extraordinary.
it's definitely most unreal, if you think about the time we first met all the way to now. that kind of chain reaction belongs strictly to the movies, but somehow we have became the leads in this amazing scene. after this entire while of ups and downs, and the little side-stories, it appears that we have arrived at the climax.
happy ending? or no?
i am a lil more careful. more wary. it seems perfect this time, then at times this nagging doubt creeps in and slowly consumes me.
i rationalise with myself that i am thinking of too much. then i cannot reconcile this rational conclusion with those thoughts that hit right at the heart of my insecurities.
i hope you'd not judge me on how i seem to be based on the side-stories in our movie. i am sure that now i am fully prepared to give my all. i hope you'd take a shot at a happy ending. i hope we would get there together.
and crucially, i hope you'd read this, and that you actually know, that this is for you.