Monday, April 18
i've been neglecting my blog for some time. i'm back.
the dark clouds gather, and lights begin to flicker. i am begin to feel more and see less. something bad has got to happen, is it not? the curse of the whatever-you-wanna-call-it seems like it's so gonna strike anytime.
i bother too much when almost no one else cares. i tell myself to take it easy. i'm getting so good at this that i am almost close to believing that i would be okay no matter what happens. if something good comes from it, great. if nothing good comes from it, what's new mann? aye, ain't it always better to expect nothing, then get something?
belie my beliefs. belie. i really do think that such beliefs should have no place in anyone's belief systems. least of all mine, especially now.
the flame that which burns my soul
it's all crap. all crap.