Saturday, March 19
i've been neglecting my blog.
firstly. Chelsea have been drawn against german giants bayern munich in d champions league quarterfinals. it's not that bad really. they aren't as giant as they were before. definitely do-able.
Chelsea v bayern munich
liverpool vs juventus (hahaha!)
ac milan vs inter milan
lyon vs psv
well it could have been worse lah. luckily didn't draw any italian team. reasonably happy with the draw. wanted psv the most. and bayern second actually.
i'm currently getting hooked to "the reason". i know it's not the most current of songs.
i don't know. it seems like the people around me and myself are going thru all sorts of problems now.
char: get well. he's not worth it really.
and i wonder. why do the good people always get hurt. life's such a bleeding joke at times. and the laugh's on this bunch of us.
i try to be there for my friends. but i'm not sure if i'm doing as good a job as they would like. -shrugsto you:
and onto a more personal part now. i wonder if you are reading this. now that you know for sure the yous and hers refer to you.
i shall not pretend that i'm totally happy and jumping for joy at the way things are going now. but i totally understand all that you're going thru now and the last thing i wanna be to you is another added source of pressure and headache. it hurts when i don't see you. but i wouldn't mind all the pain in the world if it's what being considerate entails. if anything's gonna happen between you and me or, err, someone else, i only want you to enjoy this.
if you want a man that is here to stay
swearing he's forever true
i'll never walk away
i'll never give up on you
and i want you to know, i'll always be around. i'll always be here for you. as a boyfriend, or not. and i'll only go if you order me out. i can only promise to do this the best i can. if you think it's not enough, i'll go.
i've bared my soul. i don't often do that here, if ever, in such obvious terms. in probably the most public domain. something that everyone can see. i know i might have left myself wide open to fire. shoot me, if need be.
so there. a very longish. very personal entry. and i hope you read this. =)