Sunday, March 13
the setting is a lazy sunday afternooon. the sun shines so fine. it's the perfect day to wake up at 2. or 3.
what weighs constantly on my mind, aside from her, is the knowledge that i actually must study.
did anyone mention that the block tests is a week away?
it sucks having nothing to do. it makes you feel unloved, unused. it may even diminish your sense of self-worth, knowing you have nothing to do and you're not needed anywhere whilst some others always seem to be occupied, always seem to be out somewhere doing something.
i tell you: it's worse having nothing to do and having to study. i'd rather just have nothing to do.
ah. i wanna be busy with anything except studies. i forced myself onto othello (the book and notes) and i've gotta say it's satisfying productive. i stopped at act 3, being unable to continue anymore.
send me salvation.