Wednesday, February 16
i'm feeling quite tired. but i can't get to sleep.
it was the same scenario immd after the cross country.
and then again it was the same scenario immd after the cross country.
i am gonna be in control from now on.
it hurts when she doesn't even wanna look at all. and for once i think i could say: it was all my fault. i set myself up for this. am i supposed to walk away?
i think alvin is in love.
ain't it great trying to make myself a bit more depressed? maybe i can sleep better.
i truly believe it now. although i always truly believe in stuff. an eternal optimist. and with an ever-so-pessimistic view of life.
my ipod takes hours to charge.
i played football today. and then rushed home. and then rushed to town. and it's past 1am now. and i am not sleepy.
screw it. this isn't helping.