Wednesday, February 9
it's new year. but then i don't really feel in the newyear-ish spirit. just can't seem to tell why. yes i am decked out in new stuff. even my underwear is new. but beneath the exterior is the same old me.
visiting is nice. i quite enjoy seeing those distant aunties and uncles even tho i don't even know how to some of address them.
unlike some lucky people i only have two cousins i can really talk to. well only one in fact. ONE. and i still haven't seen him this year. last time i seen ronald(o) was a few months back.
i am so good
i actually am starting to believe i'm alright
when i'm not
i am so good
i actually am starting to believe that everything would be the same
when it would not
i am so good
i actually can act like nothing has happened and smile
when i really cannot
i am so good
i actually think i am superman
when i am not