Sunday, February 13
d swelling is not getting any better. of course it'd be stupid to expect it to get better so soon. but apparantly it's got worse.
and there was dad the physio. it was excruciating just sitting there letting him do my leg. i had to constantly remind myself to relax. so as not to get into fits or get some painful jaw and muscle cramps.
i'll do anything lah. just to be fit for tuesday.
oh yeah. and i do need a haircut.
and yes and yes. someone pls remind me to buy toto for this thursday. $10million draw!!! woo. queues would be freaking long tho.
it's vday eve. i've gotta admit it feels quite empty to be seeing couples lovey-dovey hand-in-hand tgt when i am sucha lonelyheart. it just gets worse on vday. and everywhere u go, like candy stores or flower shops. doesn't help. it doesn't mean i'm in desperate need for a girl. but you know that inner self just wishing you had someone? tt kinda feeling, i think it happens to everyone of us. at least once in a while. nothing disgraceful in actually saying it out.
i think it's almost been 5 months since my last real relationship. if you could even call it that. maybe you can't. i'm sure i would look back at it with fondness. it was the one time i felt the most. loved the most, like none other before and after. and as the story goes hurt the most. with everything measured in superlatives it kinda lasted the shortest. just like fireworks, spectacular yet shortlived. i still have some photos though.
i'm not sure if she's reading this. but if she is then i'm sure she'll know who i'm referring to. i hope you're doing great. and i actually do miss you. maybe we can meet up sometime and talk? buzz me up. gimme a call or smth.
oh wow. it's been a really long random rambling. anyway. to appear less bitter (lol) i shall wish all lovestruck people a happy valentine's.