Monday, September 25
i just said nothing at all.when there was almost no distance between us, i had none of the right words to say.
Sunday, September 24
when you say nothing at allin situations of an emotional connection, or a telepathic understanding, the worst form of communication, the kind without no form of connection whatsoever, can turn out to be the most powerfully moving and beautifully delicate.
thus i sit and wait, and wish.
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emiko: babe, ure the one, with all the real stuff. the real weird stuff. HA.
tab: hello! it's unnecessary info really. and oh, aren't we all broke? that's how it seems like anyway.
Thursday, September 14
the cottage, the tree and merunning hard, but not feeling anything,
towards a pretty, peaceful, loving place.
where trees of pine stand with quiet strength,
where a cottage on the still lake is the human face.
there on the bridge, charming and old,
stood my love who was waving at me.
she decided against collecting flowers,
so we'll just sit right there and sing.
in our tired voices we serenade,
cheesy love songs from so far away.
we've been up all night my dear,
but your voice keeps sleep at bay.
as the birds try to keep pace,
the scene was of oneness and glee.
smiling with its wrinkled brown eyes
was the biggest, oldest tree.
our laughs pierce the morning silence,
as we go off-key.
but nothing could mar a beautiful morning,
the cottage, the tree, my love and me.
and father time did go to rest,
the moment your lips danced around mine.
there was no distance between us on the cottage floor so sacred,
and we bathed in the gold rays of dawn uninhibited and naked.
running on alone and not feeling anything,
towards a pretty, peaceful, loving place.
where trees of pine stand with quiet strength,
where a cottage on the still lake is the human face.
where all things could be new again,
and i could tell you what i've always meant.
where the picture would finally be complete;
the picture of the cottage, the tree, my love and me.
Wednesday, September 13
shouts!tab: erm, i've seen the pics. studying is fun, wished i was doing that still. and yeah, i think you should get all the awards that you think you deserve. :)
all that had wished me a happy birthday: it's not that a birthday meant a lot to me, really. but it's you people that put the meaning into the day.
all that had NOT wished me a happy birthday: lol, never mind.
emiko: gawd, i can't believe ure still at it after one year. jeez! hahaha.
cori: hey! i'm really sorry! i don't read everyone's blogs everyday, i have so many! haha. and you had a tagboard? i still can't find it. sorrysorry! greatly appreciated too. :D and oh, i refer to one of your posts where you were talking about carl's jr. the staff IS friendly! (i think.) ure the eng lang student okay!
Monday, September 11
some people have it all"A woman who won $1 million from a state lottery game four years ago has improbably hit the jackpot again.Valerie Wilson, who works at a Long Island deli, said she won another $1 million on a lottery scratch-off game last month."
what were the odds?! -drumroll
1 in 3,669,120,000,000 !
and well, for those who can't count (lol), the chances were 'slightly' lower than 1 in three and a half trillion.
Sunday, September 10
sleep, could be so hard.as i had just a little bit too much to drink, all i could think of..
i haven't (not really, anyway) dared to say. or show.
i need to sleep.
Thursday, September 7
economic thought of the day some wise words from the great one:
"in the long run, we're all dead"
- john maynard keynes
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if i knew how to make an infinite percent profit, why couldn't everyone else do it too?
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shoutouts:
cori: err, i'm still very undecided. i dunch know!
aarthi: hey! haven't from you for so long and you didn't come for our dinner with mr teo too! boo.
tab: yeah, i know how studying all the time felt. and i wished i was doing that. :|
Saturday, September 2
did you know..?that beancurd doesn't freeze.
(i'm speaking as if it's the universal truth but actually i'm just assuming. can't seem to find any info on the net)
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shoutouts!
mel: yeah, fass. haha i think i might just end up doing literature after all! it's always been something that has turned me on. and well, you don't gain success without paying your dues, and learning (many times the hard way).
tab: good luck yeah!